Here i go
I'll dive right in
Break through the waves
Straight to the ocean floor
And allthough my hands are shaking
I lie perfectly still
Cause i'm determined to let myself sink down
And i know i'm buried too far down
To feel the warmth from the sun again
I could wave my arms and swim away
But never reach the shore
But for now i will lay face first in the sand
With the wreckage from ships that lost their way
Hey,I dont know why I'm acting this way to you,maybe you can help me find out?Tell me how come your like that in front of me.Indifferent,cold hard bitch.I just need you.Is that so hard?to you it is huh.
We both want the world
But we both know that this gets old
If I could open up my chest then maybe
I could find a way to give you
Just a little piece of my heart
Sometimes I would rather cut your lips
Right off your face
Than kiss them goodnight
But then sometimes
You can make a room feel perfect when you try
Because a mouth full of lies will leave a sour taste
That cuts just like a knife as it slides down your throat
You give up the world
And fall to your knees
To show me that you care
We could believe in windows
But behind the broken glass are fairy tales
In her bedroom
I am throwing
Pieces of what I wish I could be
Knowing that someday
In her bedroom she will know
Yeah, here we go
If I could find your eyes
From across the room
We have to try not to
Throw away this happiness
If air explodes between us
Then this is more than just a feeling
Today I woke up mising you
Another day goes by alone
Not every movie has a happy ending
But frame by frame
I learn to love you
When I see flowers bloom in your footsteps.
ahahah.1 week with Jasmine alr!ahahah.Life is kinda back on track.I know now,how many people are there that hates you,loves you,supports you,and want you.ahahah I think I'm liking her again.Howhowhow?
EverydayIlearntoloveyoumoreandmore;andyourtwosyllablenameisstuckinmyhead.
I'm taking my time
I'm trying to leave the memories of you behind
I'm gonna be fine
As soon as I get your picture right out of my mind
I wanna feel the way you make me feel
When I'm with you
I wanna be the only hand
You need to hold on to
But every time I call
You don't have time
I guess I'll never get to call you mine
Another lesson I didn't get to learn
You're my obsession
I've got nowhere to turn
ahahah.School sucks.How come every single offence that has to do with the lower sec is related to us huh.stupid.
thanks Jasmine,for serving me and Belle today.AHAHAH.JASMINE TRAINEE.:D
Why don't you let me be
Leave me alone
You start a fire inside that i could never control
You wanna see a reaction
Come on and cut me down
You've gone as far as i'll go
Now you're crossing the line
And i am letting you know
Well here's your reaction
Stand up
I have had enough
Walk away before i finish what you started
Face to face i will put you in your place
End this game before i finish what you started
Face to face everything will change
You planted the seed
How my anger has grown
ahahaha.first day after coming back from sch.was good.left at 12.30 to settle some stuff.got it settled.went home.
Met Jasmine and watched the Libre show..ahaha..SUCK BIG TIME CAN.seriously sucked.
so our open wounds will bleed until our veins run dry
now we have to take this thorn and tear it from our side
agitated at the fault line
still agree to disagree
you're connected to the heart but tonight we'll set you free
so swallow the knife
carve the way for your pride
now our hands are tied
the problems lie within
so we pray for night to start over again
even now as i write this down
our pretensions disappear
now our impulses will bite
at the ankles of our fear
so lets make this night
be our best mistake
so lets take the time
to wipe the blood away
Church.DVC workshop,went shopping with Eve and Jas and Vin and got Accidental Portrait belt and Topman shirt.ahahah.School's starting tml eh?gotta cherish it,cause that's what He's giving me back again.
Hey,thank you.Finally we're talking again.I love you.
It's a faster, growing green
That flows through these leaves
I have, I try, I guess we'll be alright
Way to try
I got a line for you from me, better nice
A beautiful, baby blue
Sky that's looking up at you
Now watch it fade away
But it's okay
to come around
When nights like this are never ending
I tried so hard to make this perfect
You and I somehow
We can't see eye to eye together
We always knew that you work better
I know you want it all
And you got me
Sorry I never was everything you ever dreamed
But kept at bay, for just in case that day
With my bags packed, I'm ready to go
But nothing's ever hurt so much for me
To let you go
Life is a bore.Please someone brighten up my life!
Kick back watch it crumble
See the drowning, watch the fall
I feel just terrible about it
That's sarcasm, let it burn
I'm gonna make a toast when it falls apart
I'm gonna raise my glass above my heart
Then someone shouts "That's what they get!"
For all the years of hit and run
For all the piss broke bands on VH1
Where did all, their money go?
Don't we all know
Parasitic music industry
As it destroys itself
We'll show them how it's supposed to be
Music written from devotion
Not ambition, not for fame
Zero people are exploited
There are no tricks, up our sleeve
Gonna fight against the mass appeal
We're gonna kill the 7 record deal
Make records that have more than one good song
The dinosaurs will slowly die
And I do believe no one will cry
I'm just fcuking glad I'm gonna be
There to watch the fall
Prehistoric music industry
Three feet in la brea tar
Extinction never felt so good
If you think anyone would feel badly
You are sadly, mistaken
The time has come for evolution
Fcuk collusion, kill the five
Whatever happened to the handshake?
Whatever happened to deals no-one would break?
What happened to integrity?
It's still there it always was
For playing music just because
A million reasons why
ahaha.went with Jasmine at 1.49pm to shop,shop shop till we drop.then met Belle at 3 for sushi!!!ahahaha.my tummy's filled with everything but NOT baby octopus.wth?evil japanise people!.then went to watch Pirates! with Belle.Johnny Depp's an ass.
These eyes they're strongly covered in disguise
They're waiting on the real time again
You'll see that no one knows for sure
For all of this
I'm better off without you
Do you regret this at all
Your loneliness?
This ride is drifting slowely to the side
We're swerving off the road
Going past the cones, that warned us from the start
This could help me quit smoking
This could help me curb anger
This could help me stay out of harm's way
This could give me new friends
This could make him happy
This could make me famous
This could make me rich
This could be all I wanted!
If only I try.
"This",ahaha only me and Marian knows.hmm eh i got it today alr!gonna start practicising it,cause as long as somebody has faith in me,i'm gonna keep trying!
Close my eyes
Let the whole thing pass me by
There is no time
To waste asking why
I'll run away with you, by my side
I need to let go,let go of this pride
I think about your face
And how I fall into your eyes
The outline that I trace
Around the one that I call mine
Time that called for space
Unclear where you drew the line
I don't need to solve this case
And I don't need to look behind
Do I expect to change
The past I hold inside?
With all the words I say
Repeating over in my mind
Some things you can't erase
No matter how hard you try
An exit to escape
Is all there is left to find
hey whoeveritmayconcernbutithinkiknowhoyouare,i'm calling out to you a 3rd time.I'm sorry.
I analyse everything
I know what you mean
I answer by questioning
all that i need
and i want you to surrender
I want you to see
all the signs
all the faces
inside of me
I see im not perfect
but that's all i see
lost in a portrait
in a picture of me
this can't be everthing i see
then my canvas is incomplete
your color's everything to me
and my canvas will set me free
my outline's solid
and made up of crying
and nothing's that you say
just burn my eyes
i want to surrender
i want you to find
some comfort in the spaces
between the lines
Kudos to Marian,for accompanying me today and vice-versa.Kudos for the guys at lan.I'm still suspended.Somebody please help.
To:whoeveritmayconcernbutithinkyouknowhoyouare.
Damn regret, I try to forget
Don't worry about me
Because I'm real fine
Cast my line
To see what's behind
Did you think you persuaded me to let you go?
You're the only one I turn to
When I feel like no-one's there
And when I’m lonely in my darkest hour
You give me the power
To sit and pretend
you know you arent worth the time.so stop playing princess with me bitch.
Theres something that I cant quite explain
I'm so in love with you
you'll never take that away
and if I said a hundred times before
expect a thousand more
you never take that away
well expect me to be
calling you to see
if you're ok when i'm not around
asking if you love me
I love the way you make it sound
calling you to see
do I try too hard to make you smile
to make us smile?
if you're sleeping are you dreaming and
I cant believe
you actually picked...me
I thoguth that the world had lost it's way
its so hard sometimes
then I fell in love with you
and you took that away
its not so difficult, the world is not so difficult
you take away the old
show me the new
and I feel like I can fly
when I stand next to you
so while if I'm on this phone
a hundred miles from home
I take the words you gave
and send them back to you
do I try too hard to make you smile?
to make us smile?
I got my ass suspended.Help me somebody,please.
He never thought someone would come along
And show him a feeling he's always dreamed of.
She didn't plan on falling out.
Upset the balance she's wanted so long.
This road to recovery
Has taken all I have.
It seems hard
As I try
To succumb once again
Well love is a bitch all friendships end.
What happens now
When that persons gone.
The one who you thought
You could always count on.
And they fall out.
How do I let go of a love
That meant so much to me.
How do I go on
When your part of me.
I'm dying inside
Each time i see you.
Don't lose sight of me
Cause your all i see.
I'm victorious.
I remember when we would laugh all night
and nothing could stop us
moments shared were picture perfect
memories remained
all i want is to be just friends
understand,and don't hate me
feelings change,no strength in me
i'm sorry,my love for you is gone
honesty is old
we make mistakes Iknow
and I knew something was wrong
I couldn't lead you on
you're all I see,you and me
separating for good
no more friends,this can't be
my best friend's gone
night is over
all this haze has filled my eyes again
she's not perfect
I'm still feeling week inside when she's around
well don't hate me
A week without you alreadly.how does it feel?WONDERFUL,MARVELOUS and FREE.well also,those who condemn me,no point wasting effort to even think about you.or your peanut head.you know who I'm talking about!yea let's start the war bitch!me and you headstrong to take you on!headstrong to take on anyone.
One last thing I beg you please, just before you go
I've watched you fly on paper wings half way round the world
until they burned up in the atmosphere and sent you spiraling down
Landing somewhere far from here with no one else around
To catch you falling down
And I'm looking at you now
I can't tell if you're laughing
Between each smile there's a tear in your eye
There's a train leaving town in an hour
It's not waiting for you and neither am I
Swing for the fences son, he must have told you once
That was a conversation you took nothing from so
Raise your glass now and celebrate exactly what you've done
Just put off another day of knowing where you're from
You can catch up with yourself
if you run
Is this the life that you lead?
Or the life that's lead for you?
Will you take the road thats been laid out before you
Will we cross paths somewhere else today?
OO.I passed my math test.WOW.ahaha.It's time to get rich and famous.O yeah,please stop the critisms on tagboard,for it only makes me stronger.
Laugh,and the world laughs with you.Cry,and you cry alone.
sister this is for you.
Circling your head
Contemplating everything you ever said
Now I see the truth
I got a doubt
A different motive in your eyes and now I’m out
See you later
I see your fantasy, you want to make it a reality paved in gold
See inside, inside of our heads,yeah
Well now that's over
I see your motives inside,and your decisions to hide
Back off I'll take you on
Headstrong to take on anyone
I know that you are wrong
Headstrong, we’re Headstrong
I can’t give everything away
Conclusions manifest
Your first impressions got to be your very best
I see you’re full of shit and that’s alright
That’s how you play I guess you get through every night
don't bother saying sorry,cause you do that every single time.
Train this chaos turn it into light,
I've gotta see you one last night,
Before the lions take their share,
Leave us in pieces, scattered everywhere,
Just give me something hold onto,
It's so clear now that you are all that I have,
I have no fear cause you are all that I have,
You're cinematic razor sharp,
A welcome arrow through the heart,
Under your skin feels like home,
Electric shocks on aching bones,
There is a darkness deep in you,
A frightning magic I claim to,
I hate school.I love her.
God please give her back to me.I'm sorry,I want you back.