Hello blog. Despite half a year of being with you, I'm sorry, I have to let you go. Due to the coming peer pressure and all, I will be switching to LiveJournal. In order not to let OUTSIDERS interfere in my life anymore. It's going to be private and only available to my friends. HAHAHA
bye blog, due to the memories, I don't think I'm ever gonna be deleting you. (:
MOVED !
HELLO, THIS IS YOUR NEW SUPER HERO.
OH-OH. It's 2.49am, AND I DONT HAVE SCHOOL TOO-MORE-LOW. HAHAHAH ! I've got too points of views to this.
a) I have to fucking take the train to Dhoby Ghaut starting next year, and it's fucking tiring, and costs a yearly $4000. Mhmm, sweet.
b) I'm fucking glad, life in SA is gonna end. Yeah sure, I bet you a $100, teachers, discipline masters, OMs are all looking at this now. Oh hello Dennis ! :D hahahah, FUCK SCHOOL, all you guys ever fucking do is, screw me up, and put me in detention all year long. I dont fucking care if anyone sees this, because I don't live to be afraid of authorities no more. I live for myself. Regarding the Angel Lee Incident, HAHAHAH, it wasn't fucking me. What're you gonna do to me, bitch. Oh, sorry. I meant BITCHES. BIAAATCHESSSSS.
Put me on curfews, lock me up, whatever. As far as I'm concerned, I'm fucking innocent, and I'm happy about all this. I don't feel any form of remorse or whatsoever. Brothers& Friends of mine in SA, I'm just sorry that you guys have to spend another 1 or 2 years stuck in there. Yeah, great people in there, I admit. But, the authorities are all fucked up.
HAHAHAH, I don't know for sure, whether this words typed are all typed in anger or whatever, but I know, it's time. Time for enlightment.
forget yesterday, we'll make the great escape.
don't bother explaining, they wont know us anyway. (:
OH-OH. It's 2.49am, AND I DONT HAVE SCHOOL TOO-MORE-LOW. HAHAHAH ! I've got too points of views to this.
a) I have to fucking take the train to Dhoby Ghaut starting next year, and it's fucking tiring, and costs a yearly $4000. Mhmm, sweet.
b) I'm fucking glad, life in SA is gonna end. Yeah sure, I bet you a $100, teachers, discipline masters, OMs are all looking at this now. Oh hello Dennis ! :D hahahah, FUCK SCHOOL, all you guys ever fucking do is, screw me up, and put me in detention all year long. I dont fucking care if anyone sees this, because I don't live to be afraid of authorities no more. I live for myself. Regarding the Angel Lee Incident, HAHAHAH, it wasn't fucking me. What're you gonna do to me, bitch. Oh, sorry. I meant BITCHES. BIAAATCHESSSSS.
Put me on curfews, lock me up, whatever. As far as I'm concerned, I'm fucking innocent, and I'm happy about all this. I don't feel any form of remorse or whatsoever. Brothers& Friends of mine in SA, I'm just sorry that you guys have to spend another 1 or 2 years stuck in there. Yeah, great people in there, I admit. But, the authorities are all fucked up.
HAHAHAH, I don't know for sure, whether this words typed are all typed in anger or whatever, but I know, it's time. Time for enlightment.
forget yesterday, we'll make the great escape.
don't bother explaining, they wont know us anyway. (:
Mhmm, after speaking to somebody exceptionally important to me on the phone, I now realised it just sucks to be in this stage, when everybody is trying to help you, and you're too rebellious to even listen to what's going on.
Tommorow, because of her, I'm going to school, and try to appeal for my case. Fine, that's still not over.
I thought everything had ended at queensway, turning out this shit isn't over. What I meant was, the anger & hate inside of you, hasn't gone away, and is still breeding. Yes I perfectly understand you, as a human being, to have those emotions. But, what's done is done. I don't think of you as small ? And I didn't eat you. Yes yes, you're telling me your world would come and fuck me up bad. But have you ever pondered, who made the first move, who confronted me first, and who asked me what to do about it, without giving me time to respond ?
You're not the only one that has hate& anger inside of you. I do. Yes, I admit, maybe it's kinda wrong to express it like that, but think, did I ever have a option to think of my next move. NO. You guys pushed everything to me like a toddler eating what he doesn't even know. The difference is, I know what's going on, the toddler doesnt. You say it's not your style to say sorry, did I force you to ? It's not my style to be assaulted, could I possibly refuse ?
Yes, you got hit badly by me, no doubt it was a fight. But yes, speaking honestly, you didn't have a option. I understand that. But please, bear in mind, that that was all, purely payback. To not have a chance to even think my options, I wanted you to feel how was it like having 12 people outnumber you, without a chance of retailiating, nor help. Not your people, I know, but your friends, your control.
What I don't understand is how you can just say you're angry and stuff, but please, I'm thinking on your behalf. Yes, you can get angry, but I don't think there should be an aftermath, because we agreed the matter was alreadly resolved. At least I did.
This my point of view, and I hope you understand, thanks and byebye. Oh yeah, please people, I don't really fucking care how much you guys think of me as the villian, but bear in mind, it's either I win of he does. Peace, (:
people undercover, trying to break me apart, that's what their living for ?
Fuck school, if this is their response to me, I'll just leave. I think , there's somewhere out there for me. CHEC, MDIS, whatever, I don't care. Just leave this stupid place.
Forget worrying, it never did shit to help me. And I help you're planning a relapse. I don't know ? I don't care.
Met Dewy and Fai last night, after eating steamboat at Pris's. HAHAHAHA, fucking funny and full sia the steamboat ! HAHAHA SPENCER'S ONE HELL OF A JOKER I SWEAR. AND I MET NEW FRIENDS ! YAY ! HAHAHAH
Then I realised I only had $2 for transport, and Dad was being PMS-ey at me, so I decided to cab down to Dew's at spend the night. HAHAHAH, woke up the next day at 3 ? knn the 2 brothers. Didn't go school , met Akira, Shixiong, Zoe, and Chevonne, to eat at RK HOUSE.
HAHAHAH, so stupid, we spent most of the time scolding Faizal, and his teeth and shit about him. Then we went to the playground, but with CHEVONNE WATERMELON so late, hahah we could only slack for a while.
Hmm, I think I'm getting too detailed. HAHAHA, fine, skip skip, fast forward !
To D***, you entered my mind again, I don't know what to do this time. I'm attached, but I can't find a reason to let you go, again. Please, just try to understand me.
mhmm, pefect song for me.
I'm staring at the glass in front of me,
is it half empty of our wins or of all you've given me.
I know I've been selfish,
I know I've been foolish,
but look through that and you will see,
I'll do better, I know,
Baby, I can do better.
If you leave me tonight, I'll wake up alone,
don't tell me I will make it on my own,
don't leave me tonight,
this heart of stone will sing
till it dies if you leave me tonight.
Sometimes I stare at you while you are sleeping,
I listen to your breathing,
amazed how I somehow managed to
sweep you off of your feet girl,
your perfect little feet girl
I took for granted what you do.
But I'll do better, I know
Baby, I can do better.
And don't you know my heart is open, oh,
it's bringing on the fight,
and I've got this feeling,
that everything's alright,
and don't you see,
I'm not the only one for you
but you're the only one for me.
Yes, I like someone else, but what the hell, what can I do ? I can't possibly express all these infront of you, for you won't appreaciate and like them. I really really really want you back. If there was something that could erase the past and let us start anew, I would give it all. My life, my money, my interest, my everything. All for you. (:
I'm not the only one for you;
but you're the only one for me.
Yesterday was probably the worse day of my happy life. I don't know who to blame, what to do.
Went to school, got caught for hair(it's okay, the school's just jealous), then got called up for an extraordinary thing. Apparently the school thinks that I've harrassed a particular female teacher on Msn, on Friday. But you see, the contridiction is, Nicholas and Shah were at my place, and I as bathing. They both could be witness, as I fucking locked the door.
So yes, I got suspended, and I have to take the damn rap. And probably get expelled. Oh wells, I've thought of a school.(:
Today, I hit my own brother, with my own bare fist. Nothing can ever erase the memory, guilt and shame etched in this heart. I feel remorseful, but there's nothing I can do. I feel sorry, but the only way is to keep reminding myself, that violence can't solve everything.
Yes, I had revenge. But the outcome was not as expected. To see blood just continuelly flowing out his face, is what I had dreaded. No doubt, I had punished him, but still, to see him not angry with me, and crying, is something worse. This mental image of him telling me he's not angry, only kills. I wished he would. I wished I hadn't said those comments and remarks about her.
I've came there to kill you,
Won't leave until I'm done.
Kill my stupid mentality,
This vengance brood out of chilidishness and shame.
Won't leave until I'm done.
Kill my stupid mentality,
This vengance brood out of chilidishness and shame.
please, take me away.
This feeling just sucks. You know what guys ? I think Mr. T or something is coming for me. Or something strange is just going on.
Now, I fell out with you. One of my best brothers I can ever have. What is this ? A small comment. Yes you forgave me. But now, things are not back to normal. Answer me, haven't I been the most loyal friend you can ever find ? Following you everywhere and helping you whenever you had trouble or difficulty. Exchanging your Macnuggets, yes it might sound silly, but remember, who took the risk of being stupid in front of the whole Macdonals crew ?
I'm not angry, I'm very apologetic, I wished that I had not made that stupid comment, but what's on my mind is to turn back time. I'm sorry bro. For everything I've done. Maybe what they've said about me was right. " Too blind to see tommorow, too broke to beg or borrow."
To you, I won't even give a shit that's happened this afternoon. If you really want to create trouble, it's just fucking childish. And needless to say, you're fucking fighting a losing battle. I'm starting to learn, I'm not taking shit lying down now. For the past 14 years and 6 months. Yes. But not anymore. Not now.
And hello love. Apparently please stop putting me into miserys and frustrations, because I really cannot understand a fucking inch about girls. So please, clean up my problems first and then love.
I need help; urgent.
getting late, i just can't wait.
Hello blog. I just feel so quiet and distressed now. What's up with everybody now, when love's apparently turning to hate. She's not in any right state and form of mind and soul to even love, and why am I causing so much stress towards her ? Why am I so over-sensitive towards her ? Does she even know ? Fuck Love, I'll wait for you. I promised, and I'll just stick to that.
On the bright side, everything's good now, at least the clique's still there, and you're still here for me. (: I love you baby, goodnight honey.
AHAHA, and just some sick, sadistic thoughts, I love the way you play mind games with me, and keep me in suspense, because you just make me love you so much more. Keep up the good work honey, and I'll be on my way to history.
Archers in your arches
Raise your fingers for one last salute
And bleed this skyline dry
Your history is mine.
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